Tuesday, January 18, 2011

A Blessing

The holidays were really great. I wasn't sad like I thought I might be. My parents, sister, and brother-in-law were in town for Christmas and we all went to visit Brady's grave together on Christmas day. It was really nice. I took a pregnancy test on Christmas morning to see if God had granted us a wonderful Christmas gift, but it was negative. I still had a positive outlook though because I figured it might just be too early. And I was right :) On New Years Eve morning, I was a day late, so I took a pregnancy test and it was positive! What a wonderful way to start the new year!

We truly believe that this is a blessing from God and that this baby will be healthy. I have already gotten many of the same symptoms I got last time, like nausea and intense hunger, so it looks like the baby is on the right track to developing. The books say that these symptoms indicate that a baby is healthy. Well, we all saw that wasn't the case with Brady, but I believe that the symptoms indicate that the baby is going to hold on and not miscarry. So, based on that belief, this baby is going to hold on. And since I believe that God is showing mercy on us and blessing us with a baby so soon, I don't believe that he would put us through another situation in which our baby is unhealthy. So I will remain optimistic that this baby is healthy and will develop correctly (although I'm sure I will be nervous when it's time to have that mid-pregnancy ultrasound!). We are just SUPER excited!!!

This baby's name is Bean (until we know the sex and give him/her a real name, of course) :) We call him/her Little Bean, Baby Bean, Magic Bean, Beanie Baby - but Magic Bean most of the time. I am already showing a little bit - I guess my body easily remembers stretching out before, so it's already making changes. My 4 week and 6 week bump pictures are below. I can't wait until the first ultrasound! It's not scheduled yet because I have to talk with a nurse first, which is tomorrow. But I will post the results once I get to go! Stay tuned...

Baby Bump - 4 weeks

Baby Bump - 6 weeks (bump seems higher, but not bigger)

1 comment:

Monica said...

I am sooooooo happy for you guys! You saw my eyes well up when you told me the great news! I love you and Paul so much. I pray to GOD every day for your family (Magic Bean included). I pray that Brady is growing and thriving in heaven in the arms of beautiful angels. I hope you know what you guys mean to me and how much I already love this little blessing.